The HOLLINS Family Curse, Part 1

This post is the hardest but truthful words from a person who've spent a quarter of a century researching where I come from and its been a roller coaster ride since I started. I realize folks in this family got this attitude that its about them when this name is screwed up due to the fact our forefathers were slaves who couldn't read nor write so the name is in many spelling parts. There is about 6 different spellings to the name so we all over the place as my grandfather told me if I ever research it it'll be discovered. Now I felt we are cursed through the secrets of our ancestors which some of you have special gifts from God like you can see the future in your vision or dreams. I bet money some of you had issues of depression because growing up you have cousins but no Hollins cousins which was crazy in your growth from a child to an adult. There are some of us been scarred by personal events and keep it to yourself which has caused you to be very protective and sensitive. Music has been a soothing comfort to us and its our talents that make us very unique. We, as Hollins can't be around each other too long before we have fights and issues among ourselves which cause isolation from all family. I have been threatened by the younger kids cause I say stuff that they can't believe but who is responsible for that nonsense? So the biggest question to my Hollins family is WHO ARE WE......REALLY??